I said I'd post something each of the next twenty days, but what's the punishment if I don't?
Some people need a boss. I am one of those people.
I don't want to be writing these words. I wrote yesterday simply to fulfill an obligation, which is why I submitted that bullshit video. It's not that I don't love Onyx's "Slam," it's just that nobody should ever be that self-important. It's crazy to think that anyone would care about my opinion of 17-year-old pop music. Shit, it wasn't even an opinion; it was merely, "I like this song." Who cares? If you read that post, I apologize. I wasted your goddamn time. I have really high standards for this site, and I lose sleep when I don't meet them.
I started writing tonight with the intention of beating up on Dusty Baker for his lineup decisions. I also wanted to touch on LeBron's future. But I'm struggling to understand why anyone would give a shit.
I have no idea why, but confidence is at an all-time low, and I'm endlessly depressed.
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I still want to be on the radio. Maybe that's it.
-Brad Spieser (Brad@TwinKilling.com)
5/20/10
